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| 03:54pm 12/06/2004 |
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mood:  restless music: jupiter sunrise, cherry wine
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i quess i believe that anyone can find love anywhere... you just need to give at least one girl a chance... you see how i always get all distressed and then i'll meet a girl, they all always seem to take my heart, but not the heart i want to give...but still if this abstract love can hold me over till i fall, then i must...i must let myself be happy... but here in austin im starting to think if i will EVER truly be happy... and i really dont know...and if home is where the heart is, it's where my heart longs to be... <<<<hahah i'm so fucking troubled bro... FUCK... i hate the way i precive life...i wish i could believe in soul mates or love at first sight... but the past hurts me more each passing day... maybe one day some random girl will come up to me and take my hand, and she will take far away from all the lights in this forsaken city, and we will just lay down, with eachother, and admire the stars in a faded dark sky..we will never know eachothers names, never even speak a word, but we will know that we can just lay there forever, and then maybe then i can fall in love... and maybe thats howstarsaremade, or maybe i will just be fooling myself my whole life... fooling everyone else around me...for now farwell to my dreams... |
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| 01:24am 07/06/2004 |
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| Informationi | | jesse is a restricted area. Authorised personel only |
From Go-Quiz.com |
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| 09:26pm 06/06/2004 |
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mood:  cynical music: omarion-faking the video
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| parisann is poisonous! Induce vomitting if ingested. | N
POISON |
From Go-Quiz.com |
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| 04:31pm 05/06/2004 |
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mood:  indescribable music: cursive
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great way to start a day... i heard your voice.. and i got up happy...i feel good... everthing is turning up well,,, i'll never let me past bother me again... my music is where my heart is... and these broken phrases keep me sane...keeps me from hating the one i despise...gonna shake the eyes hand...lol i cant describe my self at all...i always think as if i have to hide it from the truth but now i'll let u know eveything...your beautiful but u mean nothing to me>>>> |
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| 04:23pm 05/06/2004 |
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jesse is awsome, u know who r.... |
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| now what!!! |
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| 02:28am 03/06/2004 |
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mood:  anxious music: my chemical romance
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now what, huh??? yea well i never will forget these past days... laying down on the cold floor... yet i get no sleep... being worthless sux!!! it makes me laugh though..., how can some people not care about a damn thing??? well i found out today... im so angry at my mistakes, though i cant do a damn thing, and this will always follow me for years... some day i'll look back and i'll know this needed to happen to me, but till then, i'm going to drag my feet with my head held low... |
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| 06:14pm 31/05/2004 |
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mood:  accomplished music: fake plastic trees, RADIOHEAD
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its funny... words couldnt describe how you made me feel..and now i wouldnt ever answer a phone call from you...how could somebody think that a world could revolve around them.. not every thing is about you ..you know that... you probably dont... the sun set.. the sunrise.. its just a nice place to be.. it wouldnt really matter who id be with.. i just hope im never there with you again.. i wish you could never see the sun set... you dont deserve the sight of that.. u deserve a fake sunset.. drawn and cut out with dirty pieces of cloth... put your name on it too.. in your fake world.. in your pretend world... i hope you stay there... how could i think you couldve been the best thing to happen to me... at least now i could see right through your clear soul.. your broken glass on my floor ill just avoid you.....good bye friend..never some thing less never more... |
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| 02:35pm 31/05/2004 |
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WARNING | | howstarsaremade is radioactive. Wear protective clothing at all times. |
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| ouch!!?!?!? |
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| 05:59pm 23/05/2004 |
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mood:  satisfied music: my guitar
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hellz yea,,, lol i just got my first tatt, it hurt, but it was worth it!!! that was something i never would of thought i would've gotten, but i got i now so im satisfied... |
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| 08:05am 23/05/2004 |
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mood: annoyed music: wide eyes
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aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh sometimes i just need to yell... im so tired... tired of you!!! |
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| 06:59am 23/05/2004 |
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mood: uncomfortable
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the breeze travels with the scent of clean air, i'll breathe it in and let it out
remember the sweets of a first kiss, fuck u all...My hearts beats loud and hard when this loop remembers the sound that captures the art of emotions. They will grow strong and fade from dark to light to love and life will go on. With or without, sounds like theres doubt and they all fall apart creating the stars in skies of endless space. Well this stars for you it was made for your eyes too bright for another,
this light is who you are and its closer to mine
so stay until the light, destroying the stars of a dying sky
they are not real, they are not real, they are not real, they are not real |
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| 06:25am 23/05/2004 |
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mood:  exhausted music: built to spill and modest mouse
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I SO SICK AND TIRED OF THE SAME OLD SHIT EVERYDAY I MOVED OUT OF THIS HATEFUL TOWN JUST TO FORGET, BUT ITS JUST THE SAME THING SOMEWHERE ELSE... I THINK IM SUFFERING FROM A HEART THAT DOESNT KNOW IF ITS BROKEN OR NOT, IF THAT MAKES ANY SENCE TO ANY ONE IF ANY ONE LISTENS... EVERYTIME I SEE THE SUN SET OR SEE IT RISE I REMEMBER THE SWEETS OF YOUR PRESENCE, AND I KNOW U FEEL THE SAME... THOUGH ITS TORTURES ME TO SEE YOU... LIFE CAN BE BEST LIVED ASLEEP... |
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